I was lying in bed the other day and trying to think some thoughts, when a thought suddenly occurred to me that there are eight human beings in existence because of me, and happily for them I happened to marry the woman that bore them. If I married someone else the eight would never have existed. They should think about that. Well, that thought was really weird. A following thought was of all the things I did in my life to be proud of like-- surviving WWII, getting a PhD, running a marathon, writing a book, etc., I was most proud of giving life to those eight. Oh, I know--the grandchildren had parents to thank as well, but I and their mother gave life to their parents. I consider myself an athlete, a scholar, and mostly, a poet. Those eight are my greatest poems. The titles of the poems are Robin, Joel, Bobby, Bonny, Adam, Sean, Hannah and Katrina. Lovely names. And each poem is "sui generis"...unique.
My next thought was that I would like to think that since I am responsible for their existence they might, out of respect and thankfulness, call their parents and grandparents more often then they do. The poem, Adam, might call when it snows in Florida. Hannah never, ever calls, but only answers emails. Sean calls now and then when he needs my help and that's O.K. And Katrina, in the Navy, simply responds to our emails. As far as the poems, Joel, Robin, and Bobby are concerned, their calls are...well... Cheerfully, the Bonny poem tries to call every Sunday. When that happens, I sit back in my chair, light up an imaginary cigar, sigh, and think about what I have wrought.
Tonight Rho and I went to Nathan's in Boynton Beach for some comfort food--hot dogs, fries, corn and a soda. As far as I'm concerned, Nathan's dogs are the best. The only other place I know where they can be bought is in the Lake Worth plaza on the Florida Turnpike. While we were dining luxuriously, I saw that the $3 Jackpot Lotto was up to 31 million dollars. So happens that the other night while I was lying in bed trying once more to bring up some thoughts, I thought what it would be like to have 31 mil. So, I bought a $3 ticket and tomorrow night is the drawing. I asked Rho what she would do if we won, and she said she'd put away money for the granddaughters' education. Then she said she'd strip our place and start all over again. As for me, I don't have any idea what to do with that kind of money. Perhaps I'd give a mil to each one of my "poems"--plus a telephone.